If I was emo, I would say..

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 18:47:57 GMT

I am so hilarious!
I went through some of my old posts today,
and realized that i've been blind to alot of things.
Well not anymore, Im awake...

AND BRIGHT EYED

I say those god damn kids aint got nothing on me

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 23:35:21 GMT

So, Things are swell.
I live on Highland Street with kyle, Allie and matt.
Work at loon as a Guest Service rep making bank!
Life is going, going day by day

Thu, 14 May 2009 04:21:08 GMT

semi drunk with my bestie allie ♥

mhmmmmmmmm

Wed, 13 May 2009 20:01:17 GMT

Word ♥

Mon, 11 May 2009 03:00:33 GMT

college applications are bullshit,
i have no motivation to do them.

AND I AM NOT TAKING MY SAT's FUCK THAT SHIT

Oi

Thu, 07 May 2009 02:24:22 GMT

Hello,
Havent posted in fo-ev's! Lifes good, its great.

:] I enjoy not worring, being stressed, or angry.

Kyle Wargo motherfuckers<3

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 19:47:11 GMT

I messed up.
Nothing new

Tue, 30 Sep 2008 00:08:13 GMT

Homecoming was awsome
and my boyfriend is pretty awsome too.

Wed, 24 Sep 2008 16:09:01 GMT

So i guess ill put something happy in here.

Im going to see my babyboo in two days for the weekend, and homecoming for his
school is saturday, and DAMNSTRAIGHT im going to look finnnneeeee.

Sun, 21 Sep 2008 02:01:51 GMT

I feel that im going to get some bad news soon.

I hate this feeling becuase im always right on it.

mylifeblows

Wed, 17 Sep 2008 22:03:17 GMT

im lonely here

Tue, 16 Sep 2008 21:17:30 GMT

Wanna know what makes me more depressed than anything?

Remembering how happy I used to be.
Remembering what I used to have.
People don't hold the real things dear, and seeing people
make the same mistakes I did tears me apart.
Seeing myself make the same mistakes over again kills me.

Things will never be the same no matter how hard I try, and that's no ones fault but my own.

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 15:01:34 GMT

Wow its been just about forever since ive written in this thing.
Whats new.

I moved to maine with chelsea, and its going pretty good. Work work and more work.
Im no longer with Taylor, than the fucking lord.
I feel old
and im about 7 thousand dollars in debt

Ive also got a cute new boyfriend named Damon :D

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 16:31:32 GMT

Shooting myself in the face right now sounds just about right.

I love him no matter what. His father can't stop what we have.

Got my new tattoo a couple weeks ago, and im 18 woohoo!

Fri, 28 Mar 2008 04:36:13 GMT

Breathing becomes easier after hard times.
Its almost worth going through those hard times, the feeling of how easy it is to breathe is almost life changing <3

Sun, 02 Mar 2008 05:59:46 GMT

my boyfriend means everything to me.

Sat, 23 Feb 2008 23:08:31 GMT

Im at chelseas in maine for the week and im really excited about it. she makes me really happy when im sad and im so glad to know that i atleast have one good true friend.
taylors up too so i get to see him and my birthday is sooooonnnn.

things are going a bit better for me.

seeeeeeeeeeeee ya wisdom teeth on march 3rd

Tue, 19 Feb 2008 03:42:37 GMT

Semi-Happy

Sun, 17 Feb 2008 03:31:27 GMT

Gotta do, what you gotta do.

Mon, 28 Jan 2008 23:34:09 GMT

I dont think god will ever let me be at ease. Never the less Happy

Tue, 22 Jan 2008 04:55:57 GMT

Things are slowly but surely getting better.
Im making more money working at loon, and i get to see taylor alot more often.
Even though im still not "allowed" to see him, we still see eachother ATLEAST once a week.
But after this week, things will be back to the norm :]]]

I miss alex, i havent seen him in forever and i miss the shit out of him.

Holler!

Thu, 03 Jan 2008 01:29:36 GMT

i am constantly working lately and i havent decided weather or not if i like it. im making mad money but i honestly feel drained and sick to my stomache. i know there are more people that work longer hours than i do, but this is something im still not used too. i worked around 46 hours in 4 days. and non stop work since. ive been at my apartment for two nights out of two and a half weeks.
i guess this is a good thing, it sure is showing not only myself but everyone else that im growing up.

i get to see taylor monday for the first time since christmas break. im psyched.

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 02:58:55 GMT

Christmas sucked like always.
And again like always, our family tradition carries on. Fights, all day.
Things are pretty tough right now, having next to no friends, not being able to make rent this month due to a 120.00 loan payment and quitting my job, than not making eletric do to the same thing, not being able to see taylor on christmas and only being able to talk to him on the phone for like 5 minutes.
I dont know, i think lifes just kinda crappy.
Im working at loon again, and i really like it there plus i get paid more.

But taylor and i are doing much better, and were both insanly crazy about each other and i completely love that feeling. Past shit is the past and thats how it is.

I dont ever know what to say anymore, other than hateful things.

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 01:20:07 GMT

I want nothing more to do with any of my old friends.
All back stabbers, better hope i don't remember any of your secrets ;]

Oh payback, its always amazing.

Sat, 08 Dec 2007 20:50:14 GMT

I dont know whos a liar, and a backstabber.
So i dont think im trusting any of you anymore.

Its sad when you have to disown your own friends, who you thought cared.